But I’d rather
Live inside
My fantasies
Than go outside.
I’ll keep moving
From one extreme,
To another
It’s healthy.
Do I like this?
Why can’t I behave?
I don’t like this,
Must forego a change.
As I’m writing
This fucking song,
I have sat here
God knows how long.
But what matters,
Is you sing along.
But I’d rather get invited to go do something.
I know this shit is normal,
I know I’m not insightful.
Some days I’m in denial.
Today I hate the lack of-
But I’d rather
Live inside
My fantasies
Than go outside.
Stoned on YouTube while in my room.
Still in my room,
My afternoons.
Seems so easy to just leave my room.
But I won’t leave soon,
My afternoons.
I just want to make a change in my life right now,
But I don’t think I can keep myself motivated.